A musical comedy, or traveling minstrel show, starring a
middle-class American Negro family and their brand-new 1962 metallicized Rambler
Classic. All of them headed on an epic summer-vacation trip across America, from
Philadelphia to the Seattle Worlds Fair.
August 3-24, 1962
EARL B. HARMON, Ed.D., a high-school principal
GRACE HARMON, his wife, elementary-schoolteacher
WALKER HARMON, their son, a college freshman
RICHIE HARMON, their second son, age fourteen
MAUD HARMON, their daughter, age ten
THE GOLD RAMBLER CLASSIC
No gospel, Dixieland, bebop, do-wop, ragtime, Delta blues,
rhythm and blues, Memphis sound, Philly Soul, or Motown. Just 1962 summer AM
middle-of-the-dial radio. Especially three songs: Portrait of My
Love, by Steve Lawrence; Things (We Used to Do), by Bobby
Darin; and Sealed with a Kiss, by Brian Hyland. These songs play
over and over again, fading in and out of the pebbly roar of static that joins
cities and towns, ranchland and mountains. The static is the real
Sunrise. Somewhere heading away from Philadelphia on the
Pennsylvania Turnpike. DR. EARL HARMON is driving the Rambler while the rest of
the family sleeps around him. The roadsides in the burgeoning light are dense
with Virginia creeper, and the speeding car shines like molten gold. The
peaceful hills are dotted with black-and-white Mennonite cows.
DR. HARMON: Oh, its the AAA that gives us the bedrock
of security, the courage to take this leap. American Automobile Association. The
name inspires confidence. All those As, like the NAACP. The opposite of
the KKK. The AAA guidebook tells us that it includes only hotels, motels, inns,
TraveLodges, campsites, and guesthouses where, and I quote, no discrimination is
made according to race, color, or creed. And there you are, theres the
whole country open to us, like one big guesthouse. They cant slam the
door in your face if theyre in the guide.
Avoiding humiliation, thats been the thing. Im
roughly the color of Gandhi, but I would never go around in sandals and a diaper
or flop down and let some Mississippi cracker spit on me. Oh, I went down to
Birmingham because it was the right thing to do, but I kept well in the middle
of the ranks as we marched along down streets lined with what looked like zoo
animals to me. It was really just Southern white folks, offering their famous
hospitality. They were howling for nigger blood, but it wasnt going to be
mine. I made sure I was protected by a solid wall of sharecroppers, and then
later I headed up a first-aid station where we treated the minor wounds of
confrontation, my smooth brown hands on my simpler brothers
work-roughened skin. Ebony published a photo of me wearing a Red Cross
armband, my brilliantined hair rippling back like Desi Arnazs, an old
black Alabama church deacon staring at me like I was the savior of the
Not everyone has to confront. I swallowed enough humiliation
for a lifetime in Philadelphia when Mordecai Jackson and I were the first
colored students at Central High, and they used to take fresh shit, I suppose it
was their own, and put it in our lockers, in our desks, in our lunch bags, in
our gym suits. Months of shit. There were some white boys with prolific
intestines in that school, or maybe they bought it by the pound.
Now I live in a suburb where I dont have to smell shit
unless theyre spreading in on a lawn, in a five-bedroom fieldstone
Colonial that the slick Irish realtor who was busy changing the neighborhood
gave away to me for eighteen thousand the way he gave houses away to Hobell
Butler and Melvin Duran and all the other Negro dentists and judges and
preachers and doctors who left the old Philadelphia row-house neighborhoods to
the poor niggers from the South. Were in a greener ghetto, and we like
the walls. My oldest boy is in a good Protestant college, and the other two are
on scholarship in private school, and my wife doesnt have to work if she
doesnt want to. Education and integration are the keys to the future, as
I tell the seniors at my school; and my kids have the future unlocked, with
ushers handing them in.
Its time to give them the biggest present: the country.
Not the South, where the air stinks of barbecued black flesh, but the West, the
direction the covered wagons rolled. And in a gold car thats not one of
those niggerish Cadillacs or Lincolns, but a Rambler, begotten by American
Motors. Discreet luxury, one of the new metallic paint jobs, and a padded dash.
Praise the Lord, as my mother would say, we are rolling toward the Pacific in a
sort of temple, elect, protected under the signs of American Motors and AAA.
Safe, as usual. Safe.
Route 2, along the southern edge of Lake Michigan, between
Sault Sainte Marie and Ironwood, Michigan. About three in the afternoon of the
third day. Beyond fields and woods come occasional glimpses of the lake in dry
brilliant sunshine. MAUD HARMON, in the backseat opens her mouth in the air
rushing in from the front, and lets the wind dry her tongue.
MAUD: A good thing about this trip is the bottle caps.
Coca-Cola is having a contest in honor of the Worlds Fair and what they
do is print a picture of a different city of the world in each bottle
capyou just peel the cork, and there it is: Bangkok, Paris, Amsterdam.
Whenever we stop at a gas station, I dash over to the Coke machine and worm my
hand down into the hole where the caps drop down after people open their Cokes.
Im lucky I have skinny hands. I have dozens of bottle caps now, my
pockets rattle. I have all the countries now except Brazil and Denmark, they
didnt print any of Russia because theyre Communists. Its
for a contest, but I dont think about that, I just like having all those
cities. I like things that make you think about anything far away, whether
its other countries or millions of years ago. Among the books I brought
with me is one about Marco Polo and another about digging up fossil men in
Africa. Another is Ivanhoe. Sometimes I dream that Im flying over
the heads of my mother and father and brothers, gone somewhere else.
Theyre sad but Im not.
There was a big storm last night, which was our second night
away from home. We were in a town called Mackinaw, which is a name that makes me
think of old fish and worn-out raincoats, in a white little house that was part
of a sort of motel near Lake Huron where the floor, if the three of us kids
stood in one place, caved in about five inches, and where we had to wash the
plates in the kitchen part before we ate dinner. Mom fixed minute steaks
and corn on the cob and sliced tomatoes and the wind howled like a ghost story
and the house shook like a giant was slapping it back and forth and I was
disappointed that the roof didnt blow off.
In the morning I went outside before anybody else and met a
white boy on the shore of the lake where the waves were slamming down like ocean
waves. This boy came out of the bushes and he had a long green mans
jacket that came down over his spindly legs like toothpicks, and hair cut so
short it looked like a smudge on his head. He said it his name was Spencer and
that his dad owned land beside the lake and then asked like a retard was I a
Negro. I said no I was a Polish Chink from Bessarabia, which was a joke I got
from my oldest brother, Walker, and then I told him we were going to the
Worlds Fair, and thats our car I said, that new gold one. It was
funny to be talking to a white boy in the summer, Im used to them at
school, but we dont see each other after school or in vacations. This
Spencer was quiet for a minute and said hed show me something, and then
he showed me that almost all the rocks on the shore had fossils in them, shells
and sponges and trilobites. I picked up about fifteen fossils until my mother
called me to come in and get my hair braided, and then it was time to eat
breakfast and drive off in our golden chariot and leave old Spencer there waving
like a little white doll in the middle of all of his million-year-old shells.
See you later, alligator, I said. I felt sorry for him, stuck there while we set
off to see the world.
Bemidji, Minnesota. RICHIE HARMON stands at the foot of the
giant statue of Paul Bunyan and his blue ox, Babe. Sixth day, about eleven in
the morning. In the distance, paddleboats on Lake Bemidji.
RICHIE: Well, eighth-grade history was good for something. I
know the Mississippi starts here. At least I think it does. This would be a
great home movie, but this cheap family doesnt even own a movie camera.
Our friends do, but not us. Our mother says its more educational to look
than to take pictures so were traveling with the oldest Kodak in the
U.S.A., and we get to take a few crummy slides. On the Wonderful World of
Color, people in the commercials are always filming each other in front of
Pikes Peak or the Golden Gate Bridge. And what are we doing? Were not
even modern. In exactly eight years, when Im finished with high school
and college, Im going to be a famous photographer and Ill have the
best equipment there is.
Nowadays, I buy photo magazines to check up on the new
cameras, and because theyre good for nudes. Every issue you get has two
or three good ones. All the girls in the photo pix are white, the way all the
girls in Playboy are, the way everybody is, everywhere in the movies, on
TV, in everything we watch or read. I know five or six really cute Negro girls
from our neighborhood or those pathetic Jack and Jill parties, girls so fine
Im half scared to ask them to dance or to say anything to them, but
somehow they dont seem as real as the white girls in the pictures that
make you touch yourself. Its like they exist less. Its like our
family exists less than Father Knows Best or Leave It to Beaver. Were going across the continental United States of
America in this fabulous car, but its like no one can see us. Its
too bad that we didnt bring a movie camera. We could make a television
show of ourselves.
Eighth day. Devils Lake, North Dakota. Sunset in a motel
parking lot with arid hills beyond. GRACE HARMON stands in front of stacked
wooden boxes of empty soda bottles.
GRACE: These wide spaces scare me. The light is too strong. I
feel unwelcome, caught like a cockroach out in the open. I like small places
inside, places like my shiny kitchen when I have pots on all the burners and
everything under control, the smell of greens cooking with ham bones, of chicken
roasting, of yeast rolls and tapioca pudding. Or church, when the service has
just finished, and we ladies are all standing in our gloves and hats à la
Jackie Kennedy, and greeting each other and chatting so close that you can smell
everyones Arpège perfume and Alberto VO5 hair cream. There is a
sense of salvation, and relief, because the Holy Word is still floating around
us in the air, and yet were all going home to eat soon.
Once when I was still a student at Philadelphia Normal School,
I sat next to Eleanor Roosevelt at a tea to benefit the work camps, and she said
to me that I must try to see as much as I could of this great country of ours.
She was kind, but like an elephant in pearls, and it made me angry that she
didnt stop to think that most of our great country didnt want to
And I had traveled. The year before that I went with my cousin
Minerva down to Palm Beach to work the winter season as a butter-water girl at
the Fontainebleau Hotel. That was an experience: the dining room long as a
football field, with all those dried-out white faces bent over their food, with
Minerva and I and all the other pretty colored girls in our ruffled caps,
skimming round tables where never in our lives could we have sat down. The
managers son, who was our age, used to walk around in jodhpurs and riding
boots, not saying anything, just looking us over with hard blue eyes. We felt
naked, Thats the way I feel now, standing here under this big
Glacier National Park, looking over the Canadian border
toward Waterton Lakes National Park and Calgary. A curving highway through a
swarm of snowcapped peaks, resonance of early afternoon light over heights and
distant forests. WALKER HARMON is behind the wheel, smoking a
WALKER: One Winston and theyre on my ass. They
havent been uncool enough to say anything yet, but Mom is muttering to
herself and staring out at the Rockies as if shed like to bite them off,
and Pop looks like I just punched him in the stomach. Well, it had to be done,
its ridiculous that Im eighteen and in college and doing half the
driving and cant act like the hell I want. I was a fool to come on this
trip. The whole thing is a mistake. It shows whats wrong with this
pitiful family. The fight for civil rights is in the South, so we go west on a
sightseeing expedition. My roommates at Oberlin, Joel Kagan and Marty Hubbard,
are both down in Greenville, Mississippi, registering voters. Joels
sister from Bryn Mawr is with them, she wears dancers leotards and skirts
from Mexico, and twists her hair up in a style called the Marienbad. White
students are lining up to risk their lives, and what did I do? I came home from
college in June like a good son, worked a summer job in the mail room at the
Philadelphia Bulletin, and dated Ramona Jenkins, who has tits like
dirigibles and allows a lot of heavy action with bra and panties firmly in place
and is already talking about how she wants to marry a doctor. Instead of acting
like a man and volunteering for SNCC, I came on this trip, with Pop sweating
over his AAA guide, and practically shitting in his pants every night when he
has to go to ask for a room in on of these little cow-town motels. Terrified
that hes going to hear that word nigger that would sweep us
right off the map of the U.S.A. Sweep his precious family right off to Oz, like
a black tornado.
Seattle Worlds Fair. High noon. The whole HARMON
FAMILY stands together in the crowd.
THE FAMILY: We are standing at the foot of the Space Needle,
which was our goal. Its as tall as the Eiffel Tower, and theres a
rotating restaurant up at the top. We wont go up because theres a
long line, and it costs four dollars a person, and because were not the
kind of family that does things all the way to the end. This is enough for us.
The Space Needle points to the Sputniks, to the stars. Its like
part of a cartoon about the future, something we think we have wanted for a long
time. A prize the President might have promised us as an inalienable right. A
giant ultramodern suburban kitchen appliance out of a dream.
Heading back home. The FAMILY MEMBERS speak in
MAUD: On the Oregon Coast the Pacific was tall gray waves that
turned my feet numb when I waded. There were dead trees like goblin trees
scattered on sand that came from volcanoes. My father and brothers peed against
one of the trees, and my mother said: Dont look. It was the
end of the country, and I wanted to stay there forever. I kept some sand in a
bottle. Id never seen black sand before.
DR. HARMON: White fellow who ran the lodge where we stayed in
the Bighorn Mountains, a Pacific Theater vet, kept going on and on about the
Indians when I went to pay the bill, about how they were shiftless and drank and
so on. I think the son of a bitch thought I was going to laugh and chime in. Out
here, Indians are niggers. Once my brother Ray, the minister whos the
straightest-haired one in the family, was traveling across Oklahoma with some
kind of fool Baptist tour group, and in a little two-bit café, they
refused to serve him. But then the owner kind of slid up to him and asked if it
was true that he was an American Indian. No, says Ray, figuring
hes not going to eat anyway. Im an American Negro.
Damn if the cracker didnt shut up, smile, and bring him his apple
RICHIE: At Yellowstone, the best thing wasnt Old
Faithful, which you could hardly see because there were so many people around,
or the bubbling pink sulfur mud that would probably parboil your foot if you
wanted to make the experiment, it was two girls that Walker and I met at the
campground canteen. They were a pair of not very pretty white girls with hair
the color of grass when the green is burnt out of it at the end of the summer,
one of them with pimples and one with a bow clipped on over her bangs. They
started talking to Walker, who was very cool and said he was a sophomore at
Oberlin and that impressed them into wild giggles and Oh, they
said to me, You look older than fourteen, you look at least
twenty. They went crazy over the Golden Chariot, and I showed them how
the front seats flipped all the way back. We would have taken them for a ride
except Mom was waiting for the hot dogs. They were ready, little
brother, said Walker, who the whole time had had this sort of constipated
look on his face, that he gets when he tries to act suave. Its a
new age, the great and glorious West, gateway to the future. Be cool and the
white chicks will flock like pigeons, they think weve got the Space
Needle between our legs.
GRACE: When we got to Cody, Wyoming, we stopped in a big
general store that had traps and skins hanging from the ceiling and dusty old
pickup trucks in the parking lot and we went in and all three of the kids bought
blue jeans. No one we know wears blue jeans, except for white teenagers on
television. The kids walk differently now: they amble like cowboys; they look,
even little Maud, as if they all of a sudden know about distances, as if
theyre about to gallop away from me into a Technicolor sunset.
THE FAMILY: In the Black Hills of South Dakota, we, the Harmon
family and our new car, were present at a historic event: the first
intercontinental television broadcast using the Telstar satellite. At the
base of Mount Rushmore we stood in a crowd looking on as the huge indifferent
sand-colored faces of the Founding Fathers traveled magically across outer space
to Paris. The Harmonslatest issue of the combination of a few
Mid-Atlantic coastal Indians with certain unwilling West Africans shipped abroad
for profit by their own warlords, which combination lightly mixed with the
largely undistinguished blood of English debtors and Irish bond
servantsstood and cheered with the rest of the crowd watching itself on
an outdoor screen. Though we still cant vote or eat or pee with white men
in many states, we love our country. Didnt we learn patriotism at school?
We feel enlarged by a sense of history and destiny, even though inside each of
us, in the dark space at the very center, is a secret question mark.
MAUD: The U.S.A. is like a big board game, Monopoly or Clue.
Weve been following signs for days along the highway: Burma-Shave; Little
Stinker; and ads for the Corn Palace, in Mitchell, South Dakota. There it is,
smack in the middle of the country, a royal palace really built out of corn.
Cars all around it from every state. And if you look up in the sky, clouds of
crows just gobbling it up.
RICHIE: Ive grown three inches since I turned fourteen,
and I have the biggest appetite in the family. Ive been eating my way
across America, and I say that the best root beer floats on the road are at
A&W and the best barbecue is the Piggly Wiggly chain. I won a bet with my
sister by drinking four bottles of Coke in less than five minutes in the
backseat, when we were driving through the Badlands. And, out of intellectual
curiosity, I ordered shrimp in Iowa, thousands of miles from either ocean. In
Chicago, we went out to a restaurant run by Jewish people, and it was the best
place I ever ate in my life. Papa Steins. When they brought the meat, it
looked like a rib out of an elephant, and they even served pickles that were
made from whole tomatoes. The real Papa Stein himself, a cool old white-haired
guy with a Mad Professor accent, came over to our table to say hello. Like we
were celebrities or something.
WALKER: In Chicago, I didnt go out to dinner with
everybody else. I stayed in the hotel, which for once was a deluxe one, a
Holiday Innthree As of course. I needed to get away from them all,
to breathe. I wanted to think about how I could start living my own life. After
a while, I opened the curtains, and you could see the streets just lighting up
in purple dusk, and I turned on the radio, and a wild tune stole out of that
radio that was like the breath of the city. Jazz like Ive never heard
before. Spilling out of some mysterious black heart hidden out there under the
lights. I sat and smoked a Winston, and for a few minutes, everything fell into
place. The family trip didnt bother me anymore: I knew it was the last
time for me. And that I was where I needed to be.
THE FAMILY: And so we returned, dashing across the last few
states to Philadelphia, overcome by a sudden desperate urge to sleep in our own
beds. Back East, nothing much was changed. It was still August 1962, the cicadas
still at their summer wars in the treetops. Our new car, unmarred by the dust of
prairies and alkali flats, was still a sumptuous gold. Were we the same? That
was a question not one of us, for a long time, would think to ask. Not until
years had passed, and other, far, more sophisticated vacations had been
takenjaunts to Europe and Africa and Asia, paid for by credit cards and
boosting us to a palmy level of worldliness wed never dreamed of. Not
until we Harmon children had gone our separate ways, and looked back suddenly to
realize that this was the trip by which we would always judge all others. A
journey that defined the ambiguous shape of our citizenship, when we moved
across our country feeling as apprehensive as foreigners and at the same time
knowing that every grain of dust was ours. And a private moment of glory, the
kind every family has just once. When the highway belonged to us, and our car
was the best on the road. Swing low, sweet chariot, sang Dr.
Harmon for a joke, as we turned the corner of our suburban street. And the
Rambler Classic carried us home.